Yuck

Feel like crapola today. Woke up at 4 to feed Brecken. Then when my alarm went off I could barely get up I was so sore and my nose and ears hurt. Taylor came in and I just put on the TV for her and fell back asleep. I woke up to her and Brecken laughing in his room. She was entertaining him which was nice. I could barely sit up to feed him again because of how sore I am. I laughed at the thought of getting up to go to church and trying to haul him in there. At least Taylor can walk. I hate having a cold. Luckily it is just a bad cold and not the flu or anything. Thank God. I cannot handle being sick for more than a day. I have too many things to do. Well I had some landscaping done. It looks awesome!! I also had some moles removed...from my body...not my lawn...and that hurt. My nose still hurts from the needle...not so much them removing it and there is a huge hole underneath my boob from that big one. He wasn't worried about them but he is getting them tested anyways. I am not worried but you always have that sort of "what if" thing going through your mind. Now I will just have a big nice scare under my boob. Speaking of boobs, I miss Doug. Brecken is doing so many things and I am just so bummed out that he is missing it but I am so stoked that he gets to see all the stuff that he missed with Taylor. She asked for him this morning and said she missed him. Still breaks my heart. It has been a hard last couple of days. The good news is Doug found out he should be home around his birthday. Not too much longer. I can't wait to get this family back together for the little time we can before he goes again. This is the 3rd time we have been apart for more than 6 months at a time. I am just completely exhausted and I am actually surprised my body has not been more run down than this. Yay!! Anyways here are the pics of the house.